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YuLita

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illusion and truth

  • 15.02.10, 13:58

for a last week or so i live in strange dream, where everything is possible. And with every next second i realize that my real life is fake. I've understood that everything i ever wanted is hardly possible, but even now I'm looking forward for it. This faith is making my days and i feel like I'm happy. But still i understand that it's illusion. This unrealistic fantasy is making me crazy and meaningful but it have to end soon. I can not live unreal life. Can I? Probably, i have to face the truth, have to be honest with myself, but I'm so afraid it will ruin my dreams...I'm terrified to brake thin glass of illusion i surrounded with like it's my own death.

impossible is possible, but maybe not in this case. :(

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ó: Malef(banned)

115.02.10, 14:31

" I've understood that everything i ever wanted is hardly possible"

    215.02.10, 14:36

    May be it"s impossible... But usullay nothing oughful happens if you try to use a chance. )

      315.02.10, 14:53³ 2 N 47-

      May be it"s impossible... But usullay nothing oughful happens if you try to use a chance. )

      thank you

        415.02.10, 14:54³ 1 ó: Malef(banned)

        " I've understood that everything i ever wanted is hardly possible"
        ... . . .

          ó: Malef(banned)

          515.02.10, 14:57³ 4 Black_bird

          ... ? .. .. " ".. ...

            615.02.10, 15:04³ 5 ó: Malef(banned)

            ... ? .. .. " ".. .... ... ... ...... - . ...
            - ....

              ó: Malef(banned)

              715.02.10, 15:15³ 6 Black_bird

              . ) ( ) ) ... )))