illusion and truth
- 15.02.10, 13:58
for a last week or so i live in strange dream, where everything is possible. And with every next second i realize that my real life is fake. I've understood that everything i ever wanted is hardly possible, but even now I'm looking forward for it. This faith is making my days and i feel like I'm happy. But still i understand that it's illusion. This unrealistic fantasy is making me crazy and meaningful but it have to end soon. I can not live unreal life. Can I? Probably, i have to face the truth, have to be honest with myself, but I'm so afraid it will ruin my dreams...I'm terrified to brake thin glass of illusion i surrounded with like it's my own death.
impossible is possible, but maybe not in this case. :(
ó: Malef(banned)
115.02.10, 14:31
" I've understood that everything i ever wanted is hardly possible"
N 47-
215.02.10, 14:36
May be it"s impossible... But usullay nothing oughful happens if you try to use a chance. )
Black_bird
315.02.10, 14:53³ 2 N 47-
thank you
Black_bird
415.02.10, 14:54³ 1 ó: Malef(banned)
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ó: Malef(banned)
515.02.10, 14:57³ 4 Black_bird
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Black_bird
615.02.10, 15:04³ 5 ó: Malef(banned)
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ó: Malef(banned)
715.02.10, 15:15³ 6 Black_bird
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