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illusion and truth

  • 15.02.10, 13:58

for a last week or so i live in strange dream, where everything is possible. And with every next second i realize that my real life is fake. I've understood that everything i ever wanted is hardly possible, but even now I'm looking forward for it. This faith is making my days and i feel like I'm happy. But still i understand that it's illusion. This unrealistic fantasy is making me crazy and meaningful but it have to end soon. I can not live unreal life. Can I? Probably, i have to face the truth, have to be honest with myself, but I'm so afraid it will ruin my dreams...I'm terrified to brake thin glass of illusion i surrounded with like it's my own death.

impossible is possible, but maybe not in this case. :(

 

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óñòü: Malef(banned)

115.02.10, 14:31

" I've understood that everything i ever wanted is hardly possible"
åñëè áóäåøü ïðîäîëæàòü ñîçäàâàòü êîíòðèäåè òî íè÷åãî èç òîãî ÷òî òû æåëàåøü òàê è íå ñáóäåòñÿ

    215.02.10, 14:36

    May be it"s impossible... But usullay nothing oughful happens if you try to use a chance. )

      315.02.10, 14:53³äïîâ³äü íà 2 â³ä N 47-èé

      May be it"s impossible... But usullay nothing oughful happens if you try to use a chance. )

      thank you

        415.02.10, 14:54³äïîâ³äü íà 1 â³ä óñòü: Malef(banned)

        " I've understood that everything i ever wanted is hardly possible"
        åñëè áóäåøü ïðîäîëæàòü ñîçäàâàòü êîíòðèäåè òî íè÷åãî èç òîãî ÷òî òû æåëàåøü òàê è íå ñáóäåòñÿ
        êîíòðèäåè...ÿ íèêîãäà íå äóìàëà îá ýòîì òàê. ìîæåò òû è ïðàâ. ÿ íå âñåãäà çàìå÷àþ íàñêîëüêî ìíîæåñòâî ìîèõ èäåé ïðîòèâîðå÷àò äðóã äðóãó.

          óñòü: Malef(banned)

          515.02.10, 14:57³äïîâ³äü íà 4 â³ä Black_bird

          Íàäî ó÷èòñÿ êîíöåíòðèðîâàòüñÿ ñóãóáî íà èäåå... À òî ó íàñ êàê îáû÷íî? Èäåøü ïî óëèöå..âèäèøü ìàøèíó.. è äóìàåøü "Õî÷ó ÷òîá è ó ìåíÿ òàêàÿ áûëà"..à ïîòîì áóêâàëüíî çà äîëè ñåêóíäû ó íàñ â ãîëîâå ðîæäàþòñÿ êîíòðèäåè ïî÷åìó ýòîãî íå ìîæåò áûòü...

            615.02.10, 15:04³äïîâ³äü íà 5 â³ä óñòü: Malef(banned)

            Íàäî ó÷èòñÿ êîíöåíòðèðîâàòüñÿ ñóãóáî íà èäåå... À òî ó íàñ êàê îáû÷íî? Èäåøü ïî óëèöå..âèäèøü ìàøèíó.. è äóìàåøü "Õî÷ó ÷òîá è ó ìåíÿ òàêàÿ áûëà"..à ïîòîì áóêâàëüíî çà äîëè ñåêóíäû ó íàñ â ãîëîâå ðîæäàþòñÿ êîíòðèäåè ïî÷åìó ýòîãî íå ìîæåò áûòü...ëîë. íó òîæå âàðàíò...òû áû íàâåðíîå ïîñìåÿëñÿ êîãäà áû óçíàë íàñòîëüêî ìîè íûíåøíèå íàïîëåîíîâû ïëàíû íåðåàëüíû...è òóò äàæå íå ìîè êîíòð èäåè...îáüåêòèâíî...íî ÿ âñå-ðàâíî áóäó ïûòàòñÿ. ðàäè äàæå ìàëåíüêîãî øàíñà ìíå íå æàëü âðåìåíè...
            õîòÿ âñ¸ ñëîæíåå óáåäèòü ñåáÿ â õîòü êàêîé-òî âåðîÿòíîñòè....

              óñòü: Malef(banned)

              715.02.10, 15:15³äïîâ³äü íà 6 â³ä Black_bird

              Îáúåêòèâíîñòü òóò íå ïðè ÷åì. Èäåÿ íå âîïëîùàåòñÿ âñÿ è ñðàçó) Äàé âñåëåííîé âðåìÿ ÷òîáû îáðàáîòàòü òâîþ èäåþ è íàìåðåíèå (íàìåðåíèå íå âîçìîæíî åñëè åñòü êîíòðèäåÿ) è óâèäåøü êàê âñ¸ íà÷íåò ìåíÿòüñÿ) Òðåíèðóéñÿ íà ìàëîì...à ïîòîì ïåðåõîäè ê íàïîëåîíîâñêèì ïëàíàì)))