illusion and truth
- 15.02.10, 13:58
for a last week or so i live in strange dream, where everything is possible. And with every next second i realize that my real life is fake. I've understood that everything i ever wanted is hardly possible, but even now I'm looking forward for it. This faith is making my days and i feel like I'm happy. But still i understand that it's illusion. This unrealistic fantasy is making me crazy and meaningful but it have to end soon. I can not live unreal life. Can I? Probably, i have to face the truth, have to be honest with myself, but I'm so afraid it will ruin my dreams...I'm terrified to brake thin glass of illusion i surrounded with like it's my own death.
impossible is possible, but maybe not in this case. :(
Êîìåíòàð³
óñòü: Malef(banned)
115.02.10, 14:31
" I've understood that everything i ever wanted is hardly possible"
åñëè áóäåøü ïðîäîëæàòü ñîçäàâàòü êîíòðèäåè òî íè÷åãî èç òîãî ÷òî òû æåëàåøü òàê è íå ñáóäåòñÿ
N 47-èé
215.02.10, 14:36
Black_bird
315.02.10, 14:53³äïîâ³äü íà 2 â³ä N 47-èé
thank you
Black_bird
415.02.10, 14:54³äïîâ³äü íà 1 â³ä óñòü: Malef(banned)
êîíòðèäåè...ÿ íèêîãäà íå äóìàëà îá ýòîì òàê. ìîæåò òû è ïðàâ. ÿ íå âñåãäà çàìå÷àþ íàñêîëüêî ìíîæåñòâî ìîèõ èäåé ïðîòèâîðå÷àò äðóã äðóãó.
óñòü: Malef(banned)
515.02.10, 14:57³äïîâ³äü íà 4 â³ä Black_bird
Íàäî ó÷èòñÿ êîíöåíòðèðîâàòüñÿ ñóãóáî íà èäåå... À òî ó íàñ êàê îáû÷íî? Èäåøü ïî óëèöå..âèäèøü ìàøèíó.. è äóìàåøü "Õî÷ó ÷òîá è ó ìåíÿ òàêàÿ áûëà"..à ïîòîì áóêâàëüíî çà äîëè ñåêóíäû ó íàñ â ãîëîâå ðîæäàþòñÿ êîíòðèäåè ïî÷åìó ýòîãî íå ìîæåò áûòü...
Black_bird
615.02.10, 15:04³äïîâ³äü íà 5 â³ä óñòü: Malef(banned)
ëîë. íó òîæå âàðàíò...òû áû íàâåðíîå ïîñìåÿëñÿ êîãäà áû óçíàë íàñòîëüêî ìîè íûíåøíèå íàïîëåîíîâû ïëàíû íåðåàëüíû...è òóò äàæå íå ìîè êîíòð èäåè...îáüåêòèâíî...íî ÿ âñå-ðàâíî áóäó ïûòàòñÿ. ðàäè äàæå ìàëåíüêîãî øàíñà ìíå íå æàëü âðåìåíè...
õîòÿ âñ¸ ñëîæíåå óáåäèòü ñåáÿ â õîòü êàêîé-òî âåðîÿòíîñòè....
óñòü: Malef(banned)
715.02.10, 15:15³äïîâ³äü íà 6 â³ä Black_bird
Îáúåêòèâíîñòü òóò íå ïðè ÷åì. Èäåÿ íå âîïëîùàåòñÿ âñÿ è ñðàçó) Äàé âñåëåííîé âðåìÿ ÷òîáû îáðàáîòàòü òâîþ èäåþ è íàìåðåíèå (íàìåðåíèå íå âîçìîæíî åñëè åñòü êîíòðèäåÿ) è óâèäåøü êàê âñ¸ íà÷íåò ìåíÿòüñÿ) Òðåíèðóéñÿ íà ìàëîì...à ïîòîì ïåðåõîäè ê íàïîëåîíîâñêèì ïëàíàì)))